darrel's at field camp...this is the 7th day...7 days without talking to him is really really long...haiz...i miss him so so much...its emotionally n mentally v tiring...o wells...but its ok...he's worth it...he really is...and i really do love him alot. i cant imgaine life without him...o wells...i dunno how he is now...cus he's at field camp and i cant talk to him..hiaz...i just hope tt he's fine...tt he's ok...as much as he tells me not to worry...i still worry...i cant not worry about him...he's far too impt to me for me to not worry at all...the day i stop worrying...i think would be the day i stop caring...but i do care...i care so so much..i dun think it'll happen...o wells...can talk to him again on wed!!!29months on wed=)) o wells...we've come quite a long way...n there's still an even longer way to go...n i'm really looking forward to it...i love my boyfriend=))